Becoming the seer

I found myself no longer doing things I considered bad only to find that I replaced them with other things. I stopped judging people only to find out that instead of speaking out loud I was thinking about people I felt negative towards, which is even a bigger crime then being straight forward.

I did not like myself and because of that I tried hard to be nice to others in the hope that they would like me instead and would not see how mixed up I really was in my head and feelings. Now I have learned or better say come to see that ALL is ok.

I am ok as I am in any given moment. Knowing this has opened my heart. I was finally able to fully accept myself. No longer judging myself.

I had become a seer and this seeing brought understanding and the understanding brought acceptance and the acceptance brought letting go. The letting go brought relaxation and this relaxation brought a silencing of the uncontrolled mind.

This silence brought that I became the heart, LOVE.

This all could take place because of the tender live and care of my husband Ozay. He created an environment on which I could explore myself. get to know myself, meet myself to finally come to becoming LOVE.

I can be as selfish as any other human being. I am never one thing. I am all things I am capable of all sins and crime. I am as high as the highest and as low as the lowest within duality of mind. Only apparent difference is that I have moments of awareness.
That awareness is what I truly are.

The rest is just an earthly play in which I get lost many a times.

Me, me, and me when I am lost in mind.

One, the moment I become aware.